> A far-off memory

~~Wednesday, May 27, 2009~~

3:33 AM

Whenever i see at u, my heart beat faster. I dono how to face u or talk to u. I cant start a conversation with u unlike my normal friends. Everytime i look at u, i tend to turn back away as i had a weird fear that u may saw me looking at u. I really really want to talk to u very much, but i just cant due to some facter before that u said to me... I am lieing if i say i am fine abt it. i am hurt now. theres no path in my life anymore. no lights and colours... its just black and white, plain and simple. i cant forget u. I am sry abt thiis but i really cant after so long. nvm dont say anymore lei caz u will get stress abt this. however everytime when i secretly see u, i had a smile in my heart. Every1 may thought that i am a pervert [ yes i am! hahas just jokin xP ] but seriously seeing u makes my day. There is no chance for me to get close to u but i really, still , really, really, really, really X 10.......... wan be with u. Nvm i am just a failure T.T

today aiyo okok ba. simple and easy life. No fun, no laughter, just daydreaming abt the princess that 1 wanted... lets stop being -.-''' abt this. Skool life -- intensive chinese... i dont mind killing my brain cells just to do practice papers. i just hope that the hard work i, no every1 put, will pay off. i had no 1 to believe now except for my teachers. let my future be in their hands, bony and skinny hands. xD tmr is another pp 1 omfg Gd luk to me and myself and all my friends. Jia yous!

say i am shy, i dont care as i really am, but 1 thing i will nv be shy abt is 'my love for u' i hope u dont know who i am refering to as u would tell me to giv up. I am sry, i cant. U can just take me as a log and hackcare abt me. maybe u will feel better that way.

Labels: failure is me, success is u~

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