These twists and turns of fate
Little Wonders..
Thursday, June 25, 2009
8:42 AM
thursday~Wild Wild wet, so freaking tiring and worst of all, muscle cramps. acheing everywhere the next morning T.T, On tuesday, i stay up late caz after the swiming, i went to chong han birthday celebration. hahas!
, folo jun hong get some stuff xP after that, slack at home watch meteor garden... T.T so old le, but actually quite nice.
Today, went bbq, yah it was fun hahas :) but i keep having a very weird feeling. hahas its nt abt any of my frens or wad, its just myself xP i am weaken. Gd Bye...
In my heart, i always remember the answer u told me. Always stubborn, that i am, thinking foolishly that i might hav a tiny winny little small chance of getting close to u. however, i feel that i hav to face the truth 1 day. i understand that i am nt comparable to those frens of urs. i am nt saying they are bad, its just my wild imagination that i am being more far away from u, time to time. Yes, i reckon that i am jealous, i really am. it was my first ever time that i am of so much jealous. trust me, i have always been thinking of u, even in my dreams, or anywhere when i am daydreaming. i am seriously for the first ever time, deeping into some1. alot of my frens told bad stuff abt u, i really nv take it in. I just love u too much, till i am so crazy abt it... always awaiting a chance to even talk to u everyday, waiting all day long. I always try my very best to forget wad u said to me be4, and, being so thick skin that i could maybe hav a chance to be with u. However, till now, i never had a second answer from u, nt even a maybe... i had fallen finally, today, after much thoughts .oK, i blame myself that i am nt gd enough, seriously. But remember, i will nv blame u, as u are the 1 and only 1 that i love. i dont think i am able to hav any relation with any other girls in the world. seriously, as i cant giv my heart to any other 1 fully, as, no matter wad, i will still be thinking of u. Naaaa Hahas i am nt a gay and i will nv be a gay xP, its just that i understand something abt true love, thus making me loving u so much, to the core. trust me, i will nv forget u. Even 1 day, if u had a boyfren, i will still be at some place, at ur side, protecting u from any harm. I will do wadever i can for u, to make u happy. if u ever turn bad, i will do my very best to turn u back. i just wan to tell u, if possible, that i will be waiting for u, no matter how long, how far it takes, to hav a chance to be with u. maybe, just maybe, if 1 day u ever found a reliable person in ur life, i will seriously giv up on u. that will be when, i will really really try my very very ultimltly best to forget u and change my target. So for now, let me continue to be stubborn, to still believe that i will hav a chance with u. However, if u could giv me a very firm answer now whether i might hav a slightest chance to be with u, it may be gd. But, i really hoped that i will have a chance from u, as i can tell u, that my love for u, its true, and i believe, that i should be the 1 who love u the most in this world. I always wanted to prove to u how much i really love u... its just that luck is never on my side. i just couldnt, find a way to meet u face to face, to share my feelings to u 1on1. Sometime, my mouth couldnt even speak when i look at ur face directly. its just so pure and sweet, which made me so memorized by ur beauty, till i couldnt talk normally. Now that u had made alot of new frens, i do feel happy for u, seeing u being so happy everytime and having more exciting life with them. I hope that they will protect u, like how i am secretly, proving how gd u are to some of my frens, nt like wad they had thought of u. No matter wad negative feedbacks my fren say abt u, even wad stupid things u did be4, i will nv ever care abt it. I will only remember ur beauty and the kind heart u have, a little childish pranking but a lovely kind of u. Now i may not hav the chance to befrien and talk to u more than those frens of urs. I wish u will be happier without my bothering. Gd Bye, My lover...
Love Forever, Eternity...
anyway, i didnt plan to let ppl read abt this, as i felt that bottleing up my feelings is better nt only for me, but my frens, classmates too ,that i had. However, if any1 happen to read abt this, plz, dont gossip or say anything to any1. I hope that u all could keep it to urself. And worst of all, i hope no1 would accidentally talk abt this or me with her in front of me, As i hope that i could pass my day happily and carefreely... Thx x)
and this blog, i am sry, but i hav no reason to keep it alive anymore. I may blog again, 1 fine day, if i ever found out that i still, hav a chance with her, to hav interesting and fun things tgt, i may blog again. Its just that, i feel that my life wont be of any excitement without her. Du Bu Qi ... Zai Jian... da jia.i will end with this...
Love hurts. If someone ask u whom would u prefer love? friendship? it's hard to choose right? It would be also hard for me, love because u can't tell her ur true feelings because u r afraid that ur friends might suffer, friendship because u have to sacrifice ur love just for friendship. :') be happy...
These twists and turns of fate
Little Wonders..
Friday, June 19, 2009
8:59 PM
Weather is getting hotter, even at night... cant slp at all sia. I keep flip here and there, for hrs T.T
Maybe 1 day earth is going to explode due to hyper expandion from heat. LoL _ Our atmosphere, O3 is being reduced and converted to CO2. Therefore heat rays enter our mother earth easily... Omg i cant take it anymore. I ned My Air-con. Zzzz T.T morning forbid to use it, making me melting le... Ok i cant blog anymore today caz even my com is giving me trouble. Maybe it's also due to the heat? Lol -.-''' better stop thinking so much. Bye~~i am a failure in love, espically abt u :''(
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12:26 AM
harlo! yesterday, went badminton with fei fan and his frens. Our class gt me, nick and wei xian only T.T hahas played from 3pm to 5pm. afterthat, went home Rot...today, wake up at 7am, game with nick till 10am. then so tired, nap till 3pm. ROAR!!! ZZZ waste lots of precious time. gona cry soon... Ok gtg gym at 6pm with griffin they all ^^. ByeBye~u hav everytime i ned x)... luvb u very much xP
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Wednesday, June 17, 2009
7:42 AM
I am Dead Beaten... Woahs!!! yesterday thought slp so early liao... Guess wad? Today latest in whole holiday, woke up -.-''' 4pm sia ZZzzzzzzzzz Planned to do hw at 9am. Wtf :( sadded. ok slack slack till 5pm, yong lun called me go ball... Canceled my hw period just to go ball with them. Reached at 7pm at 700+ basketball court. Me and yong lun first to reach there. Played ball, and hav 4v4 with some girls there and with randy they all T.T ok now seriously tired... Wo de Jiao Suan le... Gtg bye bye ~~wanted to say, i love u
These twists and turns of fate
Little Wonders..
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
6:51 AM
Aiyo... Short post today, caz ned go take a small nap xP
Today went to Sentosa with my classmates, consist of --> leon, zhi guang, griffin, nick, jun hong, wei xian, noella, li ting, sze ling, eunice. Aiyo morning wake up and go makan, breakfast of guei chap at koufu. then go mac tabao breakfast for jq caz yesterday play till so late T.T forgt eat dinner -.-''' hahas. Left the food near door and go straight to boon lay inter meet. Go vivo slack awhile then go sentosa T.T aiyo went to siloso beach. go there play, enjoy the scene. in the end so tired then now straight came back home after dinner to take a small tiny nap. Bye!
i hate to break promises, thats y i will nv overslept today x), just for u... :')
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Monday, June 15, 2009
6:06 AM
finally a day of slacking, quite normal today... looking forward for tmr's sentosa trip T.T I vow NT to touch that dirty water and play throwing sand games !!! Nv ever try that on me plz... no offense :( just dont wan dirty myself much. hahas xP buaiis~~
let me love u will u? i hate to say, but i wan u nia xP
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Sunday, June 14, 2009
9:09 AM
sunday~~
today woke up by louis's call... 1.45pm !!! wtf? agreed to meet at 2pm chiam liao lah T.T lucky he also just wake up so we postponed to 3pm. Meet at control station x) went to Jp saw carlisle and jun hong... Went kopitiam eat together :D eat le go walk walk loh... they decided to folo us. after they bought their things, me and louis gtg somewhere, so departed with them T.T gt our things then louis went home. Me leh? go jp slack slack here, slack slack there.
At night, go arcade play ball with hui ling and jing qi T.T so freaking tired... 2v1 me!!! my hand broked lols. then go play car hahas they keep banging de xP lucky i am fast Lolx =X then see an aunt change abt $20 just for the pushies game T.T in the end she failed to get it. Felt sad for her :( [however, to me, wad she did was like for sincerity? caz maybe she wanted to get it for some1... this kind of things $10 can get le.But spending time + effort + luck + eg.... = sincere bahs...] i was hoping she could get it T.T after that, went LJS makan. i left my hp on the table be4 i go buy my food. Then they took it -.-''' !!! but hahas i am nt even a slightest bit worried caz i knew the pphone is with them and they were those ppl who will nv ever steal xD 'trust' maybe? yea it is trust xD so i just wanted to went home. In the end saw Shu Chang ex basketballer ex jwss, my senior xD talk and talk at second floor jp. even the girls ate finish their food i still talking with him xD. He explained to me that he heard from my basketball junior that the BBQ is next friday T.T so sad for him to miss it as i could see he really wanted to go see our teachers T.T Aiyo he sure kana blamed for nothing xP hahas i cant help him much though ^^ before went home, saw pei ling[small sis] and shan shan [cousin] T.T borrowed my sis hp call MY hp hahas... ok no respond so gone home. reach home called my Hp then they told me go arcade again take back my phone xD hahas actually i could take back my hp next time caz i knew for experience that they will take care of the phone de... shall nt explain further =X go arcade play somemore thingy and Home Sweet Home x) hahas thats all today, Byes~~
happiest moment~ is with u =X hahas
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Friday, June 12, 2009
11:40 PM
Sryz Guys, yesterday very late back hse hahas, somemore so tired, so didnt blog. oK yesterdays event hehe...
Morning, ok late morning i should say... 11.45am, eben msg me to remind me 12 noon meet him at Jp T.T Lucky he msg me if nt i sure to slp till 2pm xP. Went Jp for some wadever reasons :D after that go train control station wait my classmates... say 1 pm meet all later then us xD should actually go eat first T.T instead, we bought finger food eat nia. Nt full hehe I big eater mah. ok 1.45pm all ppl reach lei, consist of griffin, leon, zhi guang, me, eben, jasmine and last but 'the' least, the call me slp sanitiay... Train to bedok to take bus 197 to east coast. Wei xian and Noella both at east coast lei. Hahas Walked quite long and finally reach the Coast xP eat hokkian mee at there + sugarcane :) lols while buying my hokkian mee, my nose suddenly bleed. i thought wad sia like water come out my nose, then i go touch... ekks shi.t OmFg !@#$%^&* lols maybe the weather these days really too hot lei. Went to toliet wash wash T.T anyway east coast is fun bah? thought go there see leon cycle nia, but he in 1 single day learn to bike, is quite awesome eh? xD hahas caz he gt talent mah xPP aiyo then actually wan treat him a large coke but he bought some drinks lei so nvm give zhi guang they all drink. Hahas 6.20pm return eben's and my bike. eben and me left early caz he gt tuition and i gt bbq mah. so rush to bedok from bus... so long. at bedok train back boon lay more long ZZzzz. due to the heavy downpour, train reduces its velocity there ned more time to cover the same amount of distance. Physic eh? While on train, me eben talk abt alot of things =X and i also sms most of thie time hahas :') reach Jp folo eben buy his book for reading de then rush home change clothes and go BBQ... hahas BBQ funny loh eat eat eat and play play play. talk talk talk but in the end who clean the place? our juiniors of course xD hahas gt 1 time me wei long alvin hui heng playing with match sticks lols we light it and FIRE IN THE HOle. Guess whos the hole? actually didnt aim to throw on arron's head, wanted over it nia, but dono y the arc so sharp and stuck into arron's head !!!!!!!!! Lucky Gases i mean a little somke come out from his head. the lighted match stick extinguished half way in the air before reaching his head. Thus no fire hahas. We laugh like mad lols. Bascially the BBQ is for mdm tan's leaving ceremony, caz she is given a new challange [of another CCA] nt the reason of couldnt withstand basketballers xD hahas glad to hear that. Quite saded actually caz she had been with us for so long. Nvm, Cheer Up xD can go canteen find her whenever possible xP hahas.After BBQ actually I tell Jun hui they all go SUPPER zzzz in the end they wan go safah Lan first... know wheres safah? Just beside my estate sia, and i donno T.T 'Wo Jiu Xiang Yi Ge Jing Di Zi Wa' hahas :P lucky play there 2h++ nia, nv ton there if nt i died T.T caz didnt tell my parents i late go home. Donno if they will anxious anot hahas :X first time Safah with jun hui, alvin, wei long, macky, shue jia, yong lun and arron was sure fun xD ok Wrote a compo lei... Gtg buaiis ~~
forever lovee...
These twists and turns of fate
Little Wonders..
Thursday, June 11, 2009
8:19 AM
Aiyos today so damn tired T.T wake up so late at 2pm due to wadever reasons. T.T actually maybe can slp till 3 pm de, but 2pm wake up by mack lee xD Told me to go play Basketball 5v5 xP Then agree loh if nt stay at home rot meh? called jun hui to pass all msg to our beloved brothers caz he 'EX' caption ma. xPP hahas then go bath, fin those things lei and eat some fried chickens. Eat abit nia and jui hui so hardcore say at my hse btm lei T.T Had to rush le, nv eat finish my chickens -.-''' So kan jion for wad? In the end only me him and Alvin reach there first... Others all so late.
Played 5v5 two matches. Shocked that my skill nv deprove lols. won both games Hehe... But maybe caz juiniors tired as they had trainings during morning and afternoon before playing with us. Hahas so i am nt very proud that we beat them :D
After match, went makan at Nie canteen 2. Eat chicken chop, western foods. eat and talk talk loh. Late lei go back hse pub with frens. Hahas, then now i am here blogging. Gd nite~~
love u to the innerest most core xP
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Tuesday, June 9, 2009
11:54 PM
Aiyo today so sianzz, like gt nthing to do. Morning eat slp, afternoon dota with wei xian try 2 new heros, the batman and the tauren chieftain... So funny lols. Aiyo maybe goin out eat eat soon ba... Bye~
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Monday, June 8, 2009
9:58 AM
holiday's life is quite boring for me actually T.T During
holidays, i tend to slp till or after 11 am in the morning. Maybe is becaz i slpt too late at night? Lols, even my hp also gave up on me. Alarm rang and i still hack care... snooze i also hackcare, everything i hackcare... In the end, slp till so late. Just like today, 1pm then wake up eat Lunch T.T Have decided changing breakfast for supper since sec 1 xD My mum often call me an owl, caz i always search my kitchen at night xP either find maggi eat eat or take money from dad go out eat T.T [ but seldom though xD] anyway, holiday is aka hw days. So get wad i mean? bye then :)greatness thats u, dummy thats me, i am crazy abt u, a little gift, little time, little talk, little things, all the little somethings, are ur memories xD
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Sunday, June 7, 2009
8:32 AM
A sheer cold blizzard, and a heavy downpour. After it was a rainbow ;) Theres still Aftermath, but i should be able to withstand it T.T''' i hope so... Anyway, finalized, going for Lao Ben Tan chalet ^^ All BB gangs... I sure GG de... Worst, my sis goin too LoLs... aiyos dont care lei. Going slp ~~ nite xD
maybe now isnt the rite time... maybe u will forgt me by then, but u will always be in my heart ;) sry for my stubborness T.T i just cant let go. If u by a slightest chance hate it, i hope u can just let me be... hahas...
i am 'weird' seriously, towards u
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Saturday, June 6, 2009
9:29 AM
Harlo! today ~ normal day... Wake up at 8am, dont feel like waking up then drag till 12pm T.T its like i cant face the world hahas... Anyway went Jp eat eat, then tabao food to nicholas hse. Wei xian is there aready. Played at his hse, do lame stuff, then kelvin also come xD But in the end kelvin first 1 go home -.-''' nvm cant blame him caz his parents strict de. Played games on net, then type lots of bad word t.t''' Cybeer bully eh? hahas. Aiyo today is better than average ba, better than rottiong at home xD ok nite guys ~~
wake me up when september's gone...
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Friday, June 5, 2009
6:55 AM
Harlos ;] today's blog maybe quite boring and lame to most ppl but for me, its quite serious? how put in a better word ar? the easier word 'formal' ba... xD If nt interested i aplogise first to u all ok? xD
TO all my frens who mistood abt me. Let me say this clearly, I am single and Really single. Dont believe me is urs problem. I dont know if u all are happy or sad abt this but i just want to make myself clear, i am nt a perfect person, just a plain normal average kid. I am nt Gd at anything stupid things, nt a cut. So plz dont ever bother the person that u all think i am with. Thx u guys... darkest pit, definite elcipse, GG
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Tuesday, June 2, 2009
2:15 AM
StressFul life. This Isnt holiday. Hell No xD anyway, i am glad i am still nt dead. Its' due to my frens. They are wad who makes life better and full of excitment hahas. Life is stress, yes i truly agree. However with frens, Even Impossible is possible de. My life will be black and white without them.
Today Skool's normal, just like my daily routine... Study, hw, Study, More hw. But I will persevere through this darkest hr.
After skool, bio Spa File work. Glad i complete all my correction. hahas x) ok bye~
love u always, it wont change. Jus let me be an ant :(
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