> A far-off memory

~~Wednesday, November 18, 2009~~

8:41 AM

Hais... No progress. Am i fated to be like this? Anyway, glad that u're back (:
Today went to find job... Never done a job be4, so coming out to face the new challange in the world. Am taking this as an oppotunity to Burn some time / maybe gain some experience too hahas. Found some, but rejected them due to unfavourable conditions. Am I being picky? Nah, it's just that i only wanted to work for a month and with maybe sat and sun free, it would be best... Furthermore, it isn't my long term goal [ as in work as those job that i could find now ], i wanna work in bank, office or computer companies.... when i grow up. U know, like those with high salaries - that could support my future family as well as my parents. T.T hard goal to aim for eh? Nothing is ever easy, so, i will study hard/ nt giving up and aim for my ambition. Well, seems that i am talking big now lols, but i will do it, i promise. Maybe after i hab a stable income, my love luck will shine too =.= hahas. Yeah, pondering hard these few days, piority reason for kids like us to study in skool is none other than getting a fine job in the future rite?
Though now it's holiday - a long and draggy one, i felt that it isn't the holiday i wanted. During latest the sentosa trip with my mates, i felt emo [maybe?], nt that happy as be4. I vividly recalled the time our class spent, lets say the sentosa trip in june after Chinese O's paper. It's full of joy and laughter. But now, during that sentosa trip few weeks ago, i felt empty. I seriously felt that i am lacking of something... something or someone, that i could really share my greatest joy with... Yea, lack of a partner, i reckon? (Maybe at june, i was still thinking about playing with frens thats all.) Seeing those couples at the beach really makes me saddened. Hahas, regreted nt knowing u early... Sooo suay. Sohai. If time could really turn back, i wish that i had befriend with u nt after O's, but much earlier... Wooolala, time nv wait, thats for sure. Lets all move on and see how it goes. i'll try my best - hardest of best. [get u]
Additionally, Good luk to you, me- of finding a situable job and, good luk for all frens working.
Deeply in love thoughts, Lightning Wei

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