> A far-off memory

~~Wednesday, December 2, 2009~~

10:30 AM

Hey guys... sry :D It has been awhile since i post. Erm... gd news! Will only be posting when free or something funny/emotional/fun/etc... strike my mind.
Today... hahas, thought abt my job, no high pay... However, i found the reason to continue the job... shallnt giv any thought from my frens - to change job. Well, it's caz, tat, i am working in an environment with kind and more experience ppl. Best of all, i learnt alot in my workin place. Working there really giv me plenty time to reflect on myself. It help me to find myself back... My true self - the nv giv up and die attitude and to aim for almost perfect. Most importantly, gaining back my desire to be the best. Yea... u knw? Its fine to heed other's advice... it's fine to accept help from others. Do u knw, that accepting ppl's help is an act of a person who is willing to learn more? Do u knw tat, falling and accepting the failure, is an attribute of the strong? The weak will nv stay weak... while the strong, might nt advance as much as the weak. Sounds hard eh? Well... the simplfied meaning is that only the independent are really the weak ones. When fail, they will most proberly take the longest to recover. As in... for instance... when i was young, i dont believe in any1. I do things myself... And i always thought that things would be best if i was the one doing it. I'll nv wan or ask for help from any1... I'll try to do all things by myself... Be independent. Yesh, neither it's wrong or wad to be independent... nor to accept failure. Yes, it would be best to get everything done perfectly... But the world doesnt go this way. Sometimes, when being independent, we will find ourselves trapped in stress... keeping all things and problems to ourselves... And becaz of couldnt accept failure, if we were to fail once... we will drop real deep into the pithole. Things would be better if we aim slightly lesser than perfect. Same goes for failling... Nv be afraid to fail, to do things wrong. As long as we knw that we tried our best, if we fail, take it as a learning point. And of course, learn from mistake and improve. Thus, i tell myself that... i'll nv stay weak as a weakling. Of course... if i could get the best out of somethings, i will do it... just like a race, dont think of it's a must to get first. But think it in another way, i will do my very best to win others, let others be proud of u. This way, there will be less pressure on ourself. Also, if we weren't individualist, when we failed something, we could share the pain tgt... of course, if we were success, we hav ppl to share the joy with ;D hahas... Yeah, even ppl that likes independence [like me sometimes maybe?] they still needs a fren/ partner/soulmate, thats wad i believe.
All and all, yes... i gt defeated once again... as always. But this time, i learn to be confident, to endure the pain and channal the pain to the strength of making myself a stronger person, so that i can stand up again faster... I believe... that i will be successful and stronger after many failures. I trust myself... I'm nt born to fail... but to... born and fail uncountable times And be successful in the end.
Thx for reading my 'compo'... Sooo long guys... byes~

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