> A far-off memory

~~Tuesday, March 30, 2010~~

11:18 AM

being unreasonable... we do chat here and there, alittle some times. but if u ask me, i really dont know alot abt u. As in, i didnt understand u so well till those that can start a relation. I guess i havnt really tell u how i feel for u, but actually... thinkin much, i suddenly felt that i'm in no position to say those words to u in the first place. I should have know u more, talk to u every often, chat, text u, try to understand in depth - who u are and wad are ur likes and dislikes. Since i only moderately pass in those aspects, i really shouldn't be even talking abt being wif u... hahas such unreasonable and selfish ideas. Expecting a person to love u without making much effort to get together in the first place? Hah....

In the end, just felt that it's only right not to be too greedy and take another step forward, i guess... being frens might really be a much better choice?

So, i think i'll put an end to my misery hahas, it is only right to respect u of ur life :D And also i would wan to change my previous quote to 'never let love lies in fate, u gotta be hungry for it'.

hahas!

Ok! I swear i'll never ever use the 3 majestic words like a selfish and unreasonable person ever again, but keeping it in my heart first until i've learn and understand much of the person i wanted to get my relations with - that is, to be able to chat with that person everyday, anytime, anywhere, anywhen and now. And love the person from head to toe, inclusive of the heart and mind.

Start a fresh now! :D the next person who gets in my mind, u're as good as dead xD

hey! thx a thousand million for ur cakes, i appreciate it alot :D though i've eaten lots days be4. HAhAs. I promise to get something for ur Birthday, but nt something that's with meanings. The next time u see me, i wont be habouring any weird ideas abt u anymore, rest assure :D Stay as good frens forever in this life!

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